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I'm at work right now. fun fun. We seriously do nothing for 5-6 hours. So much fun, hmm? Camille says hi.
I burnt my brother, Jordan a CD the other night because he asked very politely if I would. I put New Found Glory, Fall Out Boy, Motion City Soundtrack, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, etc on it. When I asked him if he liked it yesterday, he shrugged and said it was alright. Made me sad. But last night, my dad came in and said it was all Jordy wanted to listen to in the car. It made me feel so good that he liked it. I love my brother. And I'm glad I manageed to save him from the corruption that is rap 'music'.
Well, I've got to go. Customer coming.
- Ellen
EDIT
Did anyone besides me not know Fall Out Boy was named after a Simpson's episode? Or am I just an idiot..?
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Thursday, April 14th, 2005
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Ugh. Throwing up is not fun. And neither is having the most stoic, unsympathetic dad ever. He can bite my butt. Hard.
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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Today was the Day of Silence. I spent an entire day - save some cursing in gym class- silent. It's to protest "the silence that lesbian, bisexual, gay, transgenders, and their allies are forced to take in the world." It got mixed reactions, but mostly positive and neutral. I got condoms at Planned Parenthood today! Yay!
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Saturday, April 9th, 2005
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| Time: | 6:07 pm. |
| Mood: |  pissed off. |
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So, this is what happens when you get your hopes up. You get pissed.
I've been up since 7. Ronnie, Roxie, and I planned on going to the mall together, so I wanted to get ready for whenever they get here. I shower, dry and style my hair, put on makeup and my best outfit, and wait. And wait. And fucking wait.
So, then it's 3:00 and I talk to Roxie. they'd jsut woken up. They'd been driving home from Pittsburgh, so that's understandable. She says they'll be over soon.
4:00 rolls by. They should be there. And they aren't. Okay, Ronnie's in Watkins, takes a bitto get here, no biggie.
5 and 6 roll by and NOW I'm pissed. I've wasted a whole fucking day waiting for them, and they have the nerve to fuck around like this. I'm so mad I could cry, honestly.
I fucking hate people sometimes.
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| Time: | 7:59 pm. |
| Mood: |  crazy. | | Music: | CSI - Alter Boys. |
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So yeah, I've decided to stop being a crack head and update every now and then.
My week thus far.
Saturday: Had the most awesome choir concert ever! It was all of the choirs in the school district singing together. It ranged from 6-12 graders. AWESOME! I had too much fun. I got to sing my solo -dances-. It rained. All day. And I watched. I loved it.
Sunday: Meh. Let's not go there. Alright, since we have to. There was a robot display at work that Camille or I were not told about, so it was really, really busy. I also had problems with a co-worker. He's been very touchy-feely, telling me I'm pretty and hott, and trying to get me to go on "dates" [his words] with him. The thing is, he's a World War II veteran. So yeah, I'm a little scared about that. He might get fired... I freaked out that night, but my boo boo was on the phone to calm me down.
Monday: Choir teacher was in a bad mood. That made me sad.
Today: Disected a grasshopper that hadn't been out into a preservative. The scent of decomp. was EVERYWHERE! So gross. Mr. A-Dawg was in a bad mood again, I think I saw him crying at one point. That also makes me sad. Roxie and I went for a walk around Horseheads, and we got the typical car honks and cat calls. Lovely. I saw a few cuts on my friend's arm. She'd been trying to hide them, but I cought a little bit of it. That really makesme sad. But I still love her.
Well, that's been my week. Hugs to all.
_Ellen
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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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| Time: | 5:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  I miss my kitty... | | Music: | Last Train Home - Lost Prophets. |
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Today, I burried my best friend. Don't get jealous, Boo Boo ^_^.
I've had this cat, Spot, since I was about 10 monthes old. He was Two when we got him. He's lived through me and Roxie sitting on him, my brother biting his tail, two nights lost outdoors, and the passing of two other cats in our family. And now it was his turn.
His kidneys were shutting down, and he was 17 years old, so it was expected to happen soon. It hurt more to see him howling in pain than to think of losing him. It didn't really hit me that he was gone until I saw him. I pet him, told him I loved him, gave him a kiss and let Dad take him. And now I'm in my room, sobbing like a bitch who scraped their knee.
Is it stupid to get this worked up over a cat? I've had him for practically all my life, so I don't think so.
I love you Spot.
Always and forever,
Ellen
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Friday, February 11th, 2005
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Whoa, haven't updated in a bajillion years.
Someone else at our school died. That sucked so much ass. I had English class with her, and it was hard to move on from that.
17 days until my 16th birthday!
Happy 28th birthday to Mike Shinoda.
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:58 pm. |
| Mood: |  scared. |
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Opening night was yesterday and it went better than I thought it would. I got to just chill out and do whatever. But now, I'm Mama. A big character. I'm really really nervous. I know I'll be fine, but still.. it's scary.
Alot of my friends and family are going to be out there watching. People I don't even know. That's scary as fark.
James will be there. I hope he takes this seriously.
Less than three
Ellen
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:01 pm. |
| Mood: | scared. |
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So, my play is in two days. I'm so scared. I hope we can pull this together in time, because right now, it isn't looking like we can. Either way, it'll be fun. I hope.
<<3 Ellen
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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Alright. This is what's been going on.
1) New boyfriend, James.
2) My play. It's called Once on this Island. It's the first big musical I've ever been in. I'm so excited! Anyone who lives near me, come see it1 Horseheads High school, Friday and Saturday @ 7:30. I play Mama on Saturday.
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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
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Happy belated new year everyone. Guess what Ellen's goooooooot?
A new boyfriend. His name is James and he goes to my church. He's a rocker christian, like me. I feel all happy now.
Well, off to do stuff. Later.
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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Haqppy bealted Christmas. I'm such a douche when it comes to updating. Too many RPs. Ha
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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| Time: | 1:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  relaxed. |
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My baby brother turned 12 on Wednesday. I feel so old now.
Boo, I suck at updating. Well, I've been planning to write more things. I'll probably post them in here an other places. We'll have to wait and see.
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Friday, December 10th, 2004
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| Time: | 8:39 am. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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Well, things have slowly picked up since Thanksgiving. I'm staying the night at my grandparent's tonight. Definitly a little nervous about it. I just hope nothing happens. and if it does, I'll still have my new clothes and stuff to look around at. And my gram's computer is always a god-send.
Well, later loverlies.
Ellen
PS
Thanks for the card, Roxanne!
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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
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| Time: | 6:28 pm. |
| Mood: |  hurt. | | Music: | american idiot [x] green day. |
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I hate Thanksgiving. Spending time with my family isn't fun. At all. If I have to hear my grandparents banter on about sports and money anymore, I'll shoot myself. Point blank.
"Oh, Ellen, you looked so cute in your softball outfit. You should do it again. Softball players earn so much money!"
"Ellen, aren't you proud of your brother? He's in so many sports! He'll be so rich someday!"
"Miss Elle, you should take voice lessons. You're good, but need to be better to get a good paying job!"
"You should go into banking. Bankers make alot of money. I know you don't like it, but you really should consider the finances."
"Money is important, Ellen."
I don't give a flying fuck about sports or money. I am proud of Braxton [my brother], but I've done things too! No one's even cared to to mention me doing colorguard. We were second place. We were all over the newspapers. But no, as always, Braxton the fucking God gets the spotlight. I'll admit it, I'm jealous. It just isn't fair, you know? Braxton does all this shit, he's always the star. And they aways fuss over him. And I do one thing, probably the only thing I was really proud of, and they just shun me off like it's nothing. I'm just so fucking sick of it. I just want someone to be proud of me, too.
I fucking hate Thanksgiving.
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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
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Anyone remember Corey from a post back in May? Said I was "the perfect girlfriend" material. Well, I m officially his girlfriend now, and have lovely pics to share.
( We wear the same size shirts, ha! )
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Sunday, October 10th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:51 am. |
| Mood: |  indescribable. |
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Wow, I've started doing this on a weekly basis. Oh well. This week was amazing!
Sunday: I went to work with a horrible head cold. Couldn't breathe and felt like crap.
Monday: Stayed home from school with a fever. Missed the switch day in gym class.
Tuesday: Went back to school, still sounded like crap. Corey was giving lots of hugs.
Wednesday: Tried to sing in choir, got frusterated when I couldn't do it. Sounded like I'd hit a brick wall. Because of afore mentioned missed switch day, gets stuck in Weight Training. I have to run threee laps and do crunches. Not Fun.
Thursday: Corey finally asked me out! At the end of the day he comes over to me and asks if I'd like to be his girlfriend. Of course, I said yes.
Friday: Wore a skirt. Made posters for the G.S.A. after school. Made a really spiffy one with hands and such. Got all of mine posted in the halls. Got to show off my new boyfriend. Corey liked the skirt. Made a mental note to wear it more often and buy more like it. Went to Keri's birthday party after school. Went walking in the woods and through the creek. Corey's shoes fell into the creek, which was hilarious. Played with kinky dice in her room and got a mini hickey on my boob from Corey. Sean gave Amanda a massive one that she had to try and hide from her Catholic family at the baby shower she was going to. Hope that worked out for her. Got lots of hugs and kisses from Corey. Voice still sounds funky.
Saturday: Guard Day. Practiced from 10:30-2:00. Took an hour break and drove 2 1/2 hours up to Victor. Missed Corey tons. Won first place. Had a hell of a time on the bus.
Sunday: Off to work. Toodles.
(ex- posted to my GJ, i_heart_snivvy)
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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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Well, well, well. This has been an interesting first week of school. I made it into our women's accapella group, had our first guard competition, possibly broke my foot and gone on a day, all in the same week! How cool is that?
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Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
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From now on, my journal is being friends only. I'm having paranoid moments, so yeah, if you want to read them, comment, and maybe I'll add you.
_Ellen_
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Sunday, August 29th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:44 am. |
| Mood: |  excited. | | Music: | everybody's fool - evanscance. |
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I'm hanging out with this guy named Ross today after work. He's a senior at our school and I'd seen him a couple of times hanging with Jeff. He always seemed pretty nice, and even a little cute. Well, we got to talking last night, and somehow we admitted that we kind of like each other. So we're going to the mall to hang later. I'm really really excited. I'll talk more about it later, but I'm off to church.
_Ellen_
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